I had a quiet moment with my soul today. In amongst the rush of my day, I had a moment of stillness. That place you slip into that is perfectly void of all sound, of all madness, of all rush and worry….it is perfectly still and you have this profound and knowing awareness that you are not alone.
My life is changing as it is apt to do, but it is changing in a way that I can no longer feel even remotely comfortable in the knowing that I even for a moment understand where I am going….. Somewhere in my busy rush of life, I stepped through a doorway (that was only one way) and for the life of me; I can’t find my way to what is familiar, comfortable….or even remotely considered safe. Sound familiar to anyone out there…..?!?
So armed with the feelings we all experience during these times of “where am I right now” which look very much like panic, fear, panic, fear and some more panic and fear......You know what I'm taking about .....all those precious insight moments when you wonder "what happened to my life?..... this is a scenario I did not remotely anticipate." I went back to my own words and knowing that I have been teaching others to follow…..”Have Faith – Trust – Allow.”
In going back to those words, I was a surprised to find a new vibration that was a part of this knowing….a new awareness that needed to be fully and truly understood and then put to action.
Today as I sat listening to this part of me that is calm and connected to vastness and knowing, I began to understand things from a different place….a new place of awareness ... a new place of being….a place where there is something else to embrace and then follow. As we evolve and move onto the next level of growth and awareness…..we are being propelled to truly understand the meaning of movement….and the real empowering need for it. So many times along this journey of ours, we are brought to that place of crippling stillness, to be confronted with fear and uncertainty….and yet again… we ponder at the shifts and turns that take us to places of change….places of scary change…..
My words to you are this: Keep on pushing. Keep on moving…..Keep on asking…..and surround yourself with people who are passionate about life and what they do in it…within it…. Connect with all those creative beings and allow their passion to infuse and ignite some of your own passions into a new light, into a new place of awareness into a new understanding of your life.....and then move into a new place of being and strength. It's illuminating....it's empowering and it's real......